its that time of the month again.
my mom never ceases to annoy/upset me. i swear the only reason she had kids was to put us down and make us feeling like nothings. and then when we graduate from uni and get out into the working world, she expects us to pay her back for everything she's 'done' so far. and when i say pay her back, i mean in monetary terms.
i could probably chalk that up to Singaporean materialistic kiasu type thinking actually. but i don't see all Singaporeans acting like that so i digress.
maybe when i get out, i should tell her that her monthly 'allowance' will be going to my psychologist bills because she's screwed me up so much. or maybe i should tell her that just because she was such a bad mother to me, i don't see why i should pay her back. or maybe just maybe i should tell her that it's been my father paying the bills/fees all along and i should give him, not her, part of my salary. i dont see why she deserves it seeing as how all she's done for the past 10 years is sit on her ass at home everyday and watch ASTRO.
sometimes i just wish i knew what it was like to have a NORMAL mother not some psychotic screwed up nazi wannabe.
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I love your comment about your monthly allowance can go toward a psychiatrist! hahah.
i think even if you continue with international relations, you could still someday be a social worker. so stay on the practical path. it's always easier to veer out of it than back into it.
*hugs* :(
and chocolate?
jason:: lol that's even worse! if i'm still with justin then he'll go on and on and on and on about earning a low income and bla bla bla bla.
i'm in an angsty teen mood :P i'm sorry
tiff:: aww :) *hugs back* thanks
bc:: *pokes you*
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